Friday, February 29, 2008

Hall Monitors

INTIMIDATING
Not intimidating


I have a theory. Back in the fourth grade a certain number of us were appointed HALL MONITORS. In my school the designated HALL MONITOR was given a badge of some sort that was worn around the neck and you got to stand in the hall and warn other students not to run, push or go over the line dividing the two-way traffic in the corridors. If a student persisted in such subversive behavior the HALL MONITOR could write down the perp's name and leave it at the OFFICE. This was POWER! This was for many, the first taste in INTIMIDATION. For some it tripped the Little Nazi Switch and it has never turned off. These little HALL MONITORS went on to become adults who generally became Liberals. They still need to feel some patronizing control over others. They need to make up rules if none exist to control someone else's behavior. The monster that was unleashed the first time they turned in a name to the principal grew over the years into an entitlement mentality--entitled to enforce pettiness.


Since moving to a senior retirement community a few months ago I am astonished at the number of little nazis running around, harassing others for infractions of the most trivial rules one can imagine. Well--HALL MONITORS can imagine. Let me begin what promises to be a drawn-out saga in this little HOA community.

Does this look like a setting for the growing of fascists? This is the view from my kitchen window. We have gardeners. They are all Mexican. They all only speak Spanish. Remembering my experiences in Bakersfield I got to wondering if they are legal workers in this country or just some undocumented men picked up down at the local Home Depot.

So--I called the Landscape business--the truck was in front of my kitchen window with the phone number blazoned across it--and got the owner. He was quite nice and I asked him if the workers around my home were legally here. He said that of course all his workers were legal and wouldn't be on his payroll if they weren't. This seemed satisfactory to me and that was the end of the conversation.

Imagine my surprise when today in the mail I got a letter from some woman who signed a very intimidating HALL MONITOR mentality letter criticizing me for asking my question! She enclosed a copy of some article from some newspaper in Texas that spoke of lawsuits for millions of dollars against employers who had tried to ban employees from speaking Spanish at the workplace. The parts about being sued were in yellow highlight! The tone was highly patronizing and slightly menacing.

How did this woman know that I called the head gardener? More of this story will unfold. She has not returned my 2 phone calls of today. But I'll just sum up by saying this letter tried to infringe on my first amendment right of free speech, infringe on my right of free association, accused me of trying to talk to the workers--I didn't--hey! they don't speak English!--but would that have been illegal anyway? My conversation with the landscape contractor was referred to as "invasive research" yet I was told the gardeners were hired because of their "superiority in the field." I wonder if they had to do "invasive research" to discover how splendid these gardeners are?

This letter ran to two pages! Carbon copies were sent to the landscape company as well as to some ATTORNEY AT LAW. Wow--I am shaking in my boots! I am also asked to "cooperate" and not harass any work crews. VE VILL EXPECT YOUR KOOPERATION!!

Now how can a reasonable person not be astonished at someone taking the time to type out a two page harangue over nothing? I recognize the tactic--it is the tactics of nazis and other fascists. I will keep you posted. I will keep the world posted! And you, my faithful readers, I will never forget you even though I be sent to some far gulag for my seditious question.










Friday, February 22, 2008

Desert Rat

Back on the Mojave--back where the soul can breathe. The RV got the needed repairs done in Petaluma and then had to be driven back through the East Bay down to the monastery. Driving a 31' Winnebago through some of the worst traffic California has to offer is a foretaste of the hot place. This time I drove the Jeep and blocked for Mr. T. who drove the Minnie. It took us 10 hours to navigate back to the familiar waters--er, sands--of the Mojave. It was great to be back with the monks, see old desert friends and get in a few trips out to the Kelso/Marl Springs/Arrowweed Spring plus a return trip to the Cedar Salt Springs outside of Baker.




The biggest surprise was to finally get to visit the renovated Kelso Union Pacific train station. Although Kelso once had a population of 3000, it is now just a few remaining buildings. The beautiful Mission-style train station has been saved from oblivion and now houses the BLM that used to be in Baker.



The trains still go through Kelso although there are no more passengers--just railroad workers. The freight trains are long and there have been as many as four at a time on the tracks. It is hard not to be aware of all the ghostly shadows that are so present everywhere in the desert. But I think the presence of the past is particularly tangible around trains.














Only on the desert can you buy stuffed toy scorpions and snakes! Only on the desert can a best-selling book be called "Desert Holes." The Kelso train station has a great gift shop, restored lunch counter, beautiful wooden staircase and exhibits of the area's history.

We took the Jeep out on the Mojave Road and found some interesting impromptu popular art--"art" the BLM frowns on and acts the bully to dismantle when they find it. Amazingly, we ran into THREE Jeep Wranglers and everyone in them was lost! People who drive Jeeps don't get lost! Fortunately Mr. T. has every map ever put out on the area and we also have the Navigation System so we were able to get the lost explorers back on the right trail. The comment I most remember is one of the men exclaiming, "Oh! THAT corral!!" You mean there are two corrals out there?
We were excited to find water at Marl Springs and the silent fences and pens of a long-abandoned corral and shute. Water in the desert is always a surprise. On this trip we were surprised twice: Arrowweed also had about a quarter-mile running stream. As we headed back to HRM for Vespers we were treated to a spectacular sunset that had cars pulling off the road just to bask in the colors. It reminded me of Heidi when she was told that sunsets were the sun's way of saying "good night" to the earth so we wouldn't forget before dawn would come.








Monday, January 14, 2008

As I Was Saying Before the Red Truck Wine...

I got a catalog in the mail for continuing education. But when I read the big ad on the back from a woman teaching "spirituality" I had to post it here. Mind you, she collects $49.00 from people to come listen to this P.O.S. for two and a half hours. I really must get a schtick like this going on the side. And I quote:

"The year 2008 beckons us with the shifts of consciousness that started in 1987 during the harmonic convergence. We individually and collectively came into awareness that our state of mind was undermining not only our personal growth and spiritual development; it was working against the well-being of all that exists. In 1987, a select few chose to set in motion a new beginning. The birth of consciousness that encompassesd the "we" rather than the "me" that ruled humankind for thousands of years began.

Known as Lightworkers, they called upon all who remembered the power of thought and the law of attraction to demonstrate thought to allow them to rise above and move beyond. Get past fear-based consciousness and see that everyday is a new beginning, a chance to start something new. The year 2008 is the awakening and the beginning of living from our heart."

I am not making any of this up! The person who thought up this amazing con job lists her profession as a "medical intuitive." And I bet poor souls will flock to this type of jive. Amazing. Absolutely amazing!

The tile man removed the mirror and discovered this old wallpaper from the 70ies. It explains much about boomer mindset.


Thursday, January 10, 2008

Still Clicking

It's still about the visuals here for me--not the verbal. More pictures of the beautiful fog, oaks and today--buzzards gathering.







Monday, January 7, 2008

Being Cross Over a Crucifix

What are the artistic boundaries for a crucifix? Can a crucifix be made 'beautiful'? Ought a crucifix even try and appear 'beautiful'? I know the old "felix culpa" bit and even understand it some--but I don't like it. Crucifixion is ugly and trying to make it something else can only distort belief.






















I visited the Catholic church near where we are staying. The setting is beautiful and the many clear windows in the church bring the outside in. That may or may not be a good thing for worship--unless one is a Druid--but the "crucifix" that dominates the sanctuary is pretty insulting. I know this has been a controversial ornament for years but really--a Bolshoi Jesus??? Don't give me all those silly stories about how this Jesus is reaching down from the Cross to pull us up--forget it! He was on that Cross alone. And he didn't look like Nureyev while he was suffering. I post these pictures to show how screwed up people can get when they are more concerned with being "cutting edge" than with fostering prayer. I find it offensive because this "crucifix" tells a lie, not the Truth. And there has certainly been enough lying going on in the Church that every trace of it ought to be pointed out, exposed, light shone on it and then throw it on the heap to be burned.

























What else does one expect to find in a Catholic church? What about a statue of Mary? (And NO! Catholics don't pray to statues or worship statues) What did I find in this church? Some faux folk kinder art that is supposed to be the Theotokos. It looked like a Hindu goddess or some ancient Mayan doll. How in the world can something that is so identified with a type of religion that Christianity has been the Good News to overcome be the style in which Mary is portrayed? Another insult to the believer. But to voice disapproval is to risk being called 'non-inclusive' or western chauvinist. I call it for what it is: another attempt by non-believing clerics and committees to undermine the beauty of art when it is used to lift the soul to God.


I would laugh at how ridiculous it all looked if it weren't so sad.



Who can blot out the Cross, which th’instrument
Of God, dew’d on me in the Sacrament?
Who can deny me power, and liberty
To stretch mine arms, and mine own Cross to be?
Swim, and at every stroke, thou art thy Cross;
The Mast and yard make one, where seas do toss;
Look down, thou spiest out Crosses in small things;
Look up, thou seest birds rais’d on crossed wings;
All the Globes frame, and spheres, is nothing else
But the Meridians crossing Parallels.
Material Crosses then, good physic bee,
But yet spiritual have chief dignity.
These for extracted chemic medicine serve,
And cure much better, and as well preserve;
Then are you your own physic, or need none,
When Still’d, or purg’d by tribulation.
For when that Cross ungrudg’d, unto you sticks,
Then are you to your self, a Crucifix.
As perchance, Carvers do not faces make,
But that away, which hid them there, do take;
Let Crosses, so, take what hid Christ in thee,
And be his image, or not his, but he.

John Donne

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Black-eyed peas

2008--the number does nothing for me. It's not snappy, it's not easily worked into a rhyming poem. Okay--it would do alright in a high school football cheer but that's about the end of its literary use. I've always had an emotional reaction to the ten digits. (Yes, I count zero because I've felt sorry for it.) But I've never really "liked" eight. Fours are fine. Nine has been a personal favorite for decades. I've felt protective of twos and sixes. Sevens strike me as rather tacky and ones are the unseen children. Three is also on my list of "friendly" numbers. But I have never cared for eights. At least 2008 has the solid feeling of two steady, even numbers keeping the two loose-cannon zeroes contained. But that's about all I can say about this year. Actually, I've never cared for any of the years since the Millenium and I didn't like that 2000 one bit. It will make the dates on my headstone look so untidy as well as make the math more difficult for a stranger to figure out how old I was when I died. OKAY! Enough of the fruitcake meanderings.

I have my good luck black-eyed peas simmering on the stove. I've tweaked the old family recipe a bit over the years so that now New Years Day begins my year with the rare feeling of GUILT! I seldom feel guilt over anything--but when I start putting carrots in the peas I sense stirrings in the family plot in Texas. And when I add the celery I can start to hear murmurings of long-dead grandmothers who are looking over my shoulder in the kitchen. But the real bone-shaker is when I add herbes de Province to the Crock pot. I imagine aprons being flipped over heads in a time-honored gesture of despair. And they thought I'd ruined the whole mess of peas just by using a yellow onion instead of a purple one! Sorry, Grandmothers--this will be a delicious meal and I'll think of you fondly. I know you would toss that apron when I open the box of Marie Callendar Corn bread mix instead of heating up the bacon grease in the iron skillet in the oven before pouring in my own "real" batter. And yes, yours was better! But times and digits change and we have to put up with it. So we will enjoy this odd tradition and have our "good luck peas" on the first day of the year. I pray for an uneventful year.